If I Could (Hotohori's Song for Miaka)

Mist on my mirror
Clouds at the last
All I was hoping to see.
I had a vision -
Shades of the past -
That she would come here to me.

You were my sunshine,
You were my prayer,
I forgot everything when you were there.
Burdens of empire,
Silence and pain.
Just let me hold you again.

No more lying.
I never wanted you at my command.
I would not stop trying.
Could you see
The true me,
You'd understand.

Birds in the springtime
Soar in the blue.

You made me feel I could fly.
I would have given
My life for you.
Now I can't bear to ask why.

Don't go kneeling.
Don't say you're sorry,
I don't want to hear.
I would die believing
Something,
Anything,
Would keep you here.

If I could just make you see
What sort of man I could be.

Elizabeth Hopkinson
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